Quitting Smoking

I am quitting smoking. And as this is the third or fourth time I've tried, I've come to expect a couple of different things. The first is the constant desire for something. Food satisfies it for a second, water too. But it instantly comes back and so your off for a constant gnawing desire for nothing. The Actual act of smoking, drawing quick droughts of smoke into my lungs, isn't that appealing right now. Nicotine gum isn't that appealing. Nicotine isn't that appealing. But my body with a quiet humming feeling wants something. Its annoying. Don't smoke kids, its fun but a pain to quit.

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